Good evening my friends.
 
It’s been a very wet and windy week, but TBH it doesn’t bother me. I’m always busy and I enjoy most weather conditions, especially if all the animals are comfortable and dry.
 
The yard works came in good time. I feel like I had a message from God like Noah did about building the ark. You laugh, I’m serious. Thank God I had the savvy to listen to him. I did concentrate on making it great for the bad weather conditions and we certainly had them this week, and no floods at Pentonville
Lodge.
 
I’ve been working on my riding this week, and I feel it’s greatly improved. I watch a lot of videos of my riding and then rip myself apart. I don’t enjoy watching myself ride but this week it was a must. I feel I need to work much more on my focus. My focus is my weakest point. I will start to make it my strength.
 
I’m also having a clear out of horses. I’ve decided to sell everything and get some new faces. A friend has a wonderful 3 year old which I’m very interested in. I saw it by accident last week when I went shopping with my Irish friend. I had a bit of trouble focusing on that trip really, not surprising really as the guy I went with was nice, he blew me away, and as you know that rarely happens to me.
 
So I’m going to try and sell everything I have in order to buy myself a horse. I don’t know what I will get as it still won’t  amount to much money really. I need a top horse as I’m so sick of riding babies, they’re not for me. I want really to jump Grand Prix’s so I shall speak to God and see what he says. If he wants me to buy the young horse then I will, and if not I shall just pray for an offer of a good horse. I’m fairly optimistic something good will turn up, it has to. I’ve got this beautiful yard surrounded by wonderful people and I’ve managed to get all that right, so I can’t give up. There has to be something waiting around the corner.