Its 8pm and Alan is late as usual. So just to piss him off as I knew he would be late; the unintelligent usually are, I didn’t bother getting ready until he turned up. He was pissed off that he didn’t have the balls to say it.

We went for dinner. I told him a week before to find somewhere nice to take me, but because he is brainless he didn’t give it much thought. He left it to a last minute booking in a restaurant that has a four week advance booking, so naturally I was not surprised when there were no tables available.

First rule of thumb fellows; be 10 minutes early if you want to impress; be late and your on a win to nowhere.

We get to the restaurant, not booked and have to wait 2 hours, can you imagine. To be honest, I took it very well.

Finally we sat down 10.30 but I didn’t care as I was starving. He started bickering about my love for my ex boyfriend. Don’t ask me where that came from because I don’t know.

Amongst other things that pissed him off about me, he just wanted to say; Nikki why are you not impressed with me, but did not have the balls to say it or already new the answer. It ended up with me leaving him behind in the restaurant. I went home and I couldn’t care less. Although he has repeatedly called me, I’m not interested. As you know he is not for me so I have no interest in sorting it out with him. Finished.

The horses are great and I had a fabulous lesson with Graham today. Sabbers was brilliant and he was very impressed with what I have achieved with her on the flat. :-)) Sky jumped good and you know the rest. Its shows all this week then the ball with my friend Jackson on friday. I cant wait.

I am wondering if I wasn’t a bit to harsh deleting the guy I told you about the other day from Facebook. He would have very much enjoyed the recent banters. I hope he forgives me and if I have made a mistake …

The tractor has now been fixed, and just about everything else is going well for me.

I may even have a customer for Lucy May. I am praying anyway …