I will become stronger with God’s help.

Had to get on with things even though I’m carrying the great sadness around with me.

I won the Fox Hunter tonight on Sky and Bambi came third in the 1.15 and Sparkles came 4th in the Novice.

I’m happy about that but can’t really rejoice. I hope things go nicely for a while.

I’m now concentrating on buying a horse walker. I can’t get it out of my mind now I’ve decided to do it. I’m impulsive like that.

The house is on hold as my cousin seems preoccupied so I may as well go for the walker as I think it will be very useful this coming year.

Sabbers seems really happy and I’ve induced Atlanta’s season to anytime now. I’m going to try both the mares again. This time I hope I don’t make any mistakes.

Amelie is also on heat and Cannon only has one thing on his mind. So I will go for one more litter then I shall get her spayed with Beauty .

My next show is Quainton on Sunday and then I’m off to royal Windsor which I’m really looking forward to.